My Weight August 24th School had once again, started.
I thought things would be different,
get better grades, have a great boyfriend, My best friend Amanda, had been trying to lose weight, so in turn, I promised to work out with her whenever she wanted to. Yeah, we worked out a few times, but she continued to work out and kept losing weight. People were starting to notice her, saying great things. She was proud and so was I, but in my own world I was jealous as hell. I couldn't handle not being the center of attention. Thing had to change It was about a month before homecoming and Amanda and I had found our
dresses.
Mine was amazing. At lunch, my excuse was that I had a huge breakfast. My jeans were fitting looser, people were noticing me again. I loved feeling this way. But things just got worse. I had to eat sometime, I just couldn't in front of people. I tried I really did, but I would just end up crying and telling myself that if I wanted to fit into that dress, I'd have to continue not eating. 3 weeks later... Ninety pounds, breastbone showing, wrists tiny, legs nothing. I was now wearing a size 12 in abercrombie kids jeans. I had to custom order my shirts xxs. It was getting bad.I needed to stop but homecoming was 3 days away. I had done it. I had lost the weight I needed to. I told myself after homecoming I'll gain 10 pounds. 4 weeks later... The doctor is shining a light in my eyes. I'm hardly conscious. The nurse tries to find a vein in my tiny arm. My eyes close, and life seems to have come to an end.
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