Every One Is Different I was in year 7 when I started purging. I used to hate the way I looked and couldn't bare staring at myself in the mirror. No-one ever compliments me and I don't think much of myself at the moment, so I sometimes feel like dying, but I don't want to leave this world in such a cruel way. After pretty much everything I eat, I always feel better when it comes up into the toilet. I started getting a really sore throat and after two months of living like this, there was no change in the way I looked. So I stopped. I'm 15 and I weigh 60kg. I feel I am overweight so I am exercising more and eating more healthy. My sister and parents think, I think, I'm fat and they don't want me to become anorexic. In the past two weeks I've lost around 4kg and I want this to keep happening until I know I'm skinny. I know I'll never be one of the popular, skinniest, hottest girls of the year, but I am starting to get used to it. I used to hate looking at myself in the mirror and I cried for what I am today and for what I will never be. I know I have to start thinking positive about myself and understand that everyone is different. Worst date story: No more Santa Claus
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