Satisfaction and Success I sum it up as hardship, the battle of self achievement, the glory from the pain, the satisfaction of control. The happiness of achieving can all be ruined in a blink of an eye, a packet of chips, or even a donut. Two years later of my self inflicted pain, the hardship of my goals and 9kgs heavier, I still have the mind state of the person I once was. Full of control and perfection. Everything's gone downhill because of the attempts of trying to get better, but I know within myself the battle will never end. Totally oblivious to the consequence and focused on my goal. There's not one thing I want more than to be that perfect size six again. The satisfaction of being 44kgs without a care in the world. So, I start again trying to seek that control I once had. Grasp onto it and never let it go. It I stumble, I will get back up again and try and succeed by taking each day as it comes.
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