I Feel Worthless! I'm 21 and I have been bulimic for over two years. I always had a problem with my weight, starting when I was about 9 or 10 years old. I used to do stupid diets, until I gave up, and started the binging and purging. Two years ago I felt so fat and ugly. Now, I've lost a lot of weight and I'm still losing. I feel even worse, it brings you down even further. None of my friends really understand what I am going through and I can't trust anyone. I feel far to ugly and worthless to have a boyfriend. I thought I was getting better a few months ago because I had stopped being sick, then I realized I was starving myself. I'm currently an outpatient at the hospital, but I don't think it's working. Every week I go in for a check up. The nurse weighs me, then she looks disgusted because I have lost even more weight. Hopefully, I will get better and start doing what I'm supposed to do. I just never want to see a young girl or boy do anything like this. They all have there futures in head of them without an eating disorders. Most people want to have a future without an eating disorder. I think to myself, why would you ever want to live your life like this?
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