MamasHealth.com Home I'm Not Healthy A Little Less Lonely Finding Justification How I Dealt With Grief I Deny It I Would Not Eat I'm Not Healthy It Was A Game Love/Hate Relationship My Bulimia Story My Embarrassing Problem My Eyes Opened Never Be The Same On My Journey Promise Myself Resembled A Ten Year Old Stages of Bulimia Tears of Hurt, Who Am I? Unclassified Eating Disorder Waiting for My Angel Why Not! Yes, I Can Relate Links Email Mama Addiction stories Anorexia stories Athletic stories Bulimia stories Eating Disorder Family and friends stories Help Me! Herpes stories I'm not healthy stories Medical disease stories Medications and eating disorders Migraine stories Mother stories Recovered Anorexic Recovered Bulimic Recovered Eating Disorder Self esteem stories The Letter "C" Weight stories Mama's Inspirational quotes Mama's Motivational pledges Mama's Health quotes Mama's Poem	A Little Less Lonely I just binged and purged. I went almost two weeks, in fact tomorrow would have made it two weeks since my last binge. Oh, wait I am lying, I did it once in this time frame, but I chalked it up to a rare relapse, and that's all. But then I "relapsed" again today, so I guess it's going to be a lot harder than I thought. I told my family, my husband, my parents, and my friends. I thought that by admitting it to everyone in my life that I was really going to try my best to get better. My throat hurts. My nose bled for the first time today. My stomach hurts, this is miserable. I'm screaming at myself inside because I don't understand why I did this. I want to get better so bad, and I really thought I was getting better. I just need to find that confidence again. It felt so great on those days that I didn't binge or purge. I actually got through a whole day without binging and purging. Well, that's all for now I suppose. I'm glad to share my story and read other peoples stories. I feel a little less lonely today.	Sign up for our Email Newsletter For Email Marketing you can trust
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