A Little Less Lonely I just binged and purged. I went almost two weeks, in fact tomorrow would have made it two weeks since my last binge. Oh, wait I am lying, I did it once in this time frame, but I chalked it up to a rare relapse, and that's all. But then I "relapsed" again today, so I guess it's going to be a lot harder than I thought. I told my family, my husband, my parents, and my friends. I thought that by admitting it to everyone in my life that I was really going to try my best to get better. My throat hurts. My nose bled for the first time today. My stomach hurts, this is miserable. I'm screaming at myself inside because I don't understand why I did this. I want to get better so bad, and I really thought I was getting better. I just need to find that confidence again. It felt so great on those days that I didn't binge or purge. I actually got through a whole day without binging and purging. Well, that's all for now I suppose. I'm glad to share my story and read other peoples stories. I feel a little less lonely today. |
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