MamasHealth.com Home I'm Not Healthy A Little Less Lonely Finding Justification How I Dealt With Grief I Deny It I Would Not Eat I'm Not Healthy It Was A Game Love/Hate Relationship My Bulimia Story My Embarrassing Problem My Eyes Opened Never Be The Same On My Journey Promise Myself Resembled A Ten Year Old Stages of Bulimia Tears of Hurt, Who Am I? Unclassified Eating Disorder Waiting for My Angel Why Not! Yes, I Can Relate Links Email Mama Addiction stories Anorexia stories Athletic stories Bulimia stories Eating Disorder Family and friends stories Help Me! Herpes stories I'm not healthy stories Medical disease stories Medications and eating disorders Migraine stories Mother stories Recovered Anorexic Recovered Bulimic Recovered Eating Disorder Self esteem stories The Letter "C" Weight stories Mama's Inspirational quotes Mama's Motivational pledges Mama's Health quotes Mama's Poem	Waiting for My Angel I’ve had anorexic since I was 14. It started when I tried a normal diet. I felt it took a long time to lose weight. So, I made my own diet. I eat once a day and exercise regularly. At the end of the month. I checked my weight. My heart was crushed when the scale read 2kg less(68kg to 66kg.) I cried so hard and that's when I met my best friend ana, the one who now drags my life into the ground. I have lived with ana for 3 years now. Now, I'm lying in bed at my second house (the hospital) with my pc on my legs and typing this message. After this, my parents will come and kiss and hug me as much as they want because they're afraid, and they know I can go at anytime. I'm sitting here waiting for an angel to take me to my resting place. I hope teenagers and all girls out there will stop torturing themselves. Don't be like me. I'm waiting for God to call me at my young age of 16. The doctors can't help me anymore. I am too sick. I am 35kg and 155cm. Everything on my body is damaged. I hope once again to stop my eating disorder before it is too late. But, I'm ready to go and waiting for my angel with peace. I love my parents and hope they are the last thing I see before I go.	Sign up for our Email Newsletter For Email Marketing you can trust
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