Will It Ever Stop!? I wish I could say at the end of this 'story' That I am better now. I'm not. And it scares me, but sometimes the fear and worry is what keeps me going. As I sit here in class, I think, If bulimia is already my everyday thought, and I am only a Freshman at high school, what will I be like when I'm out of high school, next year, or the year before that? Will my health be so messed up that I will never be the same, never GET well?! I'm 16 years old, and yes, I have an eating disorder. This June, it will be a whole year. I've been back and forth between anorexia and bulimia. Will it EVER stop?! I wish I could go back to when I was just 12 years old, body blind to the eyes. You never saw the flaws of your face or your body, or your grades, even the grass stains you got will playing with your brothers in the yard. No one knows I have this eating disorder. And I plan for no one to ever find out. Perfection has driven me into every direction. Perfect GPA, Perfect life. It has only begun for me. Can any one give me some advice? |
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