MamasHealth.com Home Asking for Help Stories Bulimia Story Bulimic and In Trouble Bulimic or Anorexic Consequences Cry for Help Eighth Grade Social Growing Up Thick Homemaker Haunts Me I Don't Know What To Do I Have A Life To Live I Need Help I Wish It's Killing Me Judge Me My Ongoing Battle My Sexual Abuse Story No Energy or Body Mass Not Alone Please Help Purging Battle Questions I Ask Myself Uncontinued Story Will It Ever Stop Links Email Mama Addiction stories Anorexia stories Athletic stories Bulimia stories Family and friends stories Help Me! I'm not healthy stories Medical disease stories Medications and eating disorders Migraine stories Mother stories Recovered Anorexic Recovered Bulimic Recovered Eating Disorder Self esteem stories The Letter "C" Weight stories Mama's Inspirational quotes Mama's Motivational pledges Mama's Health quotes Mama's Poem	Will It Ever Stop!? I wish I could say at the end of this 'story' That I am better now. I'm not. And it scares me, but sometimes the fear and worry is what keeps me going. As I sit here in class, I think, If bulimia is already my everyday thought, and I am only a Freshman at high school, what will I be like when I'm out of high school, next year, or the year before that? Will my health be so messed up that I will never be the same, never GET well?! I'm 16 years old, and yes, I have an eating disorder. This June, it will be a whole year. I've been back and forth between anorexia and bulimia. Will it EVER stop?! I wish I could go back to when I was just 12 years old, body blind to the eyes. You never saw the flaws of your face or your body, or your grades, even the grass stains you got will playing with your brothers in the yard. No one knows I have this eating disorder. And I plan for no one to ever find out. Perfection has driven me into every direction. Perfect GPA, Perfect life. It has only begun for me. Can any one give me some advice? Share your story	Featured Book Win Princess House Crystal
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