I have been a bulimic for over 8 years now. To be honest, I cannot remember back to the first time I got the notion. After a matter of time though, it consumed me.

I wish I could be of some inspiration, but sadly, after my longest period of recovery, I have relapsed again. I just came here to please beg anyone in their early stages of bulimia or anyone who may feel an inclination towards it to STOP.

Despite the fact that I have hurt those most dear to me; wrecked my health completely; failed relationships, and in fact, nearly choked to death on an ear bud 3 times, I am terrified that I may never win this battle. If I had to share all the horrors and damage caused in these last 8 years, I would be here all night.

My advice, try and love yourself before you lose yourself. Because bulimia is the most soul destroying route you could ever embark on, and I wish to God almost everyday that I could have known that sooner.