I Just Want Happiness I have this friend, a very sneaky, two-faced, back stabbing friend. No, it isn't the girl who told all my secrets. No, it isn't the boy who broke my heart. It is the monster that consumes my body day in, and day out. The disease that has been destroying me for the past three years. The monster is ugly! It's foul! It's terrible! It forces me to make myself throw up the food that is supposed to nourish my body, and when I finish making myself sick, I have to do it more, just so a few tiny morsals don't escape into my body further. Bulimia has not only taken my health and my happiness, it has taken all of my friends, my motivation, perseverance, and determination, and the love of my family. Everyone has given up on me. They can't deal with a sick girl. A 14 year old girl full of potential, full of self hatred, and in turn, self mutilation. Someday, I will beat this horrible creature! I want my future to be bright. A successful career, a loving family, a fun and happy life. I don't want children who have a bulimic and anorexic mommy. I don't want a husband worrying if he's going to lose his wife. I don't want friends praying that their friend will overcome this terrible thing.
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