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Bulimia...
I stumbled upon this web site looking up other health
problems, but after reading some stories I realized I should share mine.
I am 30 years old and I have battled bulimia since the age of 13. It has
been a long tough road, but I can honestly say I have not binged and
purged in years. The temptation is always there, but I have found ways to
cope with that.
I did go to therapy for awhile and I have been taking zoloft for years. I
don't want to tell you about my 17 year battle, I want to tell you about
the EFFECTS of my 17 year DISGUSTING habit.
I had more cavities than I had teeth and no dental insurance. Luckily, I
found a dentist that traded out services and I did a commercial for him.
Callused hands, a gag reflex every time I lean over, constant stomach pain,
etc.
My problems have cost me thousands of dollars in recovery and I have
caused more damage than good. And of course, during this time I was
obsessed with the way that I looked, so I tanned constantly as well. I am
now dealing with skin cancer.
I had an endoscopy done a few weeks ago for a GI bleed. I am having a
colonoscopy done this week.
Stop the battle ladies. Get help now. I begged my mom for help when I
was 17, and she denied that I had a problem. I finally had my personal
trainer make an appointment for me.
Bulimia is gross. No one wants to talk about it. I know there is such
a rush seeing those chunks of food accumulate in the toilet. I know what
it is like to choose to eat Ice Cream over Doritos, because ice cream
tastes the same coming up as it does going down.
As I sit here and tell you to STOP, I know it is not that easy. It is
not easy at all. BUT it can be done. Get help, people love you and you
deserve to be happy.
Feel free to email me:
kellyg55@hotmail.com
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