Bulimia
I'm 16 and I have been bulimic for I think almost 2 or 3 years now. It's like an off and on process, it comes and goes. I never wanted it to turn out this way. It seems like now I can't stop myself. I try to tell myself... "tomorrow im gonna stop" and then it just starts back up again.
My parents have no idea that I'm still doing this. They think I stopped a long time ago. I thought that I had stopped to. But I guess not. It's just so hard when all your friends can eat whatever they want right in front of you. That's what always gets me back into it. Or just being home by myself.
I'm not like sickly skinny, but I am pretty small. I'm 5 feet even and I weigh about 100 lbs. But if you looked at me you would never think that I was bulimic.
But I just want to be normal. I don't want to do this anymore. Sometimes I think I am the only one out there. I don't want anybody to know. That would be so embarrasing. I just don't know what to do.
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